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| beautiful disaster |
[07 Jun 2005|02:55am] |
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miranda called me
managed to cheer me up
in a rather strange way
but i have a new found
sense of security...
i dont know how
that happened
but it did....
and i thank her
on another note
why did craven never
let me meet vic?
cause now i know the guy
and he rocks
i may go to his party saturday
but i doubt my nerves
will let me
why am i typing
like this?
i know why....
that little bastard
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| i just wanna believe |
[05 Jun 2005|03:33am] |
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okay i beliee yo but my tommy gun dont...ass***brand new |
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i am heaven sent
don't you dare forget
you know it's hard to feel
like you don't care at all...
it hurts to be honest with the ones that you love
you told me you would be here by my side
you told me you would bring cheer with laughter and beer
here i am waiting out by the pool all by myself...by myself
could you believe that out somewhere
theres a girl that really hurts
i fucking hate the way i feel
because you gave up way too ealry
you're fucking pain is so deserving
nothing to be said
except you make me wish i was dead
i'm giving up for good
you broke me down when you stopped caring
too bad the things that make you mad
are my favourite things....fag
you don't have to read my mind to know
i'm mad at you...what the fuck
to get up and walk away would be too easy...
so i'll stay and stand my ground
so where do we go from here...
i can't make it on my own
but i feel so mad, so lost, so angry
sometimes i wish i was smart
and could make cures for how people are
nobody pretends to be half around the world at times like these
so i sat alone and waited out the night
...this is so messed up
you used to be the reason i breathe
and now it's choking me up
you let me down now...so sorry it's over
now i give up so good bye and so long.....
-i hope this post starts a craze-
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| i am having the best birthday week |
[02 Jun 2005|11:28am] |
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*something really awesome is happening(but i can't talk about it)
*jeruhmyuh is rad
*i got some awesome speakers for my mp3 player...fuck iPOD
*i got the vandals cd i've been trying to get for years
*vic(cravens old roommate) found me on myspace and invited me to a party(craven will porbably be there)
*and my birthdays not even until tomorrow
cheers
billiebillie
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| old No 7 |
[31 May 2005|06:50pm] |
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i had to see my head doctor today. i got a brand new antipsychotic...it starts with a t, dont remember the name. xanax makes me tired, i dont know what all the hype is about. i have a brand new internet crush, his name is jeruhmyuh, i met him on myspace...![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) desprityin3wrds is his lj...he is everything i've tried to create in a man....he'll be moving to tempe in a month, i plan on meeting him.
i got my new speakers for my mp3 player...fuck iPOD, the speaker are special made for the iPOD but mine hooks up as well. they sound fucking awesome...nice and loud for me to scream along to.
meh maybe there will be more later......
cheers
billiebillie
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| whats wrong with our youth |
[30 May 2005|06:37pm] |
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why does this keep happening?
there is something seriously wrong with todays youth...why dont people realize that there's a big problem, and something needs to be done about it. what? i'm not sure. i can tell you what doesnt work...seraquel, abilify, risperdol and the likes.....it doesnt do jack shit but make you feel even worse about yourself.....i dont know maybe it's just me
does anybodies crazy medication work for them? please tell me your personal thoughts, and let me know if you've been on any of those drugs or any other anti-psychotics
cheers
billiebillie
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| my birthday is friday |
[30 May 2005|04:22pm] |
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my father had another heart attack and called me from the hospital today. i know this sounds aweful, but i wish he would die already. that might freak you out, but i don't have a good relatioship with my father....really not good. he thinks we're best friends now, but we're far from it. he brings me down all the time, it's not good for me. it would be easier if he would die, because then he wouldn't be here to bring me down with him. i realize everyone has a right to live their life, but i dont want his life in mine anymore. i feel bad for thinking the things i do, but i dont know where else to go with it.
i really need some hot boys to makeout for me...that would be nice
cheers
billiebillie
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[24 May 2005|11:46am] |
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check out this lovely pic i found....
( got cock )
cheers
billie
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[20 May 2005|07:02pm] |
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'yellin in my ear'***op ivy |
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the fast is going fine...it was a little hard earlier, but now i'm cool. hot water is my only food source, yum.
so since i'm turning 25 in 2 weeks i took a little walk down memory lane......and now you all can too......this will be most amusing to ryan and hans
( click for pics )
cheers
billiebillie
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| here goes nothing |
[20 May 2005|11:58am] |
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well, today i'm fasting....i'm not sure for how long, but at least a day. i feel i will fail, but i'll try not to......the fun began at 11pm last night.
i found some pictures i wanna scan and post...maybe i'll do that when i get hungry, something to keep my mind busy.
my back is killing me
cheers
billiebillie
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| oh nicolas you're so strong, you should fight crime |
[17 May 2005|03:10pm] |
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i fucking love nick swardson...he's up there right behind dane cook...if you ever watch reno 911 you've seen him, he plays a gay guy in roller skates. his stand up is hilarious, unfortunately he doesnt have a dvd or cd out...but he will be in some up coming adam sandler flick. anyway i got an e-mail from nick yesterday...made my week.
are anyone of you familiar with nick swardsons work?
cheers
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| i fuckin luv the bbc |
[07 May 2005|12:07pm] |
i have a new favourite show...shameless
if i could fuck a tellevision show, shameless would be my whore!
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| chakn rocks |
[05 May 2005|05:36am] |
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'we're going to be friends'***white stripes |
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this kept me entertained for a while....go check it out
if you're bored check this out too
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| fun fun fun |
[25 Apr 2005|02:06am] |
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'i know huh'***the vandals |
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ashley came over today, we had a blast. we watched the ellen special on comedy central and laughed our asses off. we painted on my door a little bit, i hope to cover it fully some day.
i showed jerod my boobies a few minutes ago, it was hot.
check this out
I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!
cheers
b
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today i made out with my favourite person in the whole world to make out with.....she rocks my socks
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| nothing to say |
[23 Apr 2005|02:23am] |
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im updating for the sake of updating. i couldnt sleep last night, so when ashley came over tonight i was super loopy. we had so much funny doing nothing tonight. we ate gummy food, it was great! called evil earlier, we talked for a bit, it was nice to hear im =].
i heart ashley
cheers
billie
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| im so sweaty ick |
[03 Apr 2005|12:14pm] |
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first off my fish davey died
R.I.P.
davey
?-april 1 2005
ash stayed the night again last night, i like it when she does that, except i snore and she doesn't like snoring. so everytime i snore she wakes me up and says "sam, sam are you snoring?", a little annoying, but it's also cute. we had a little talk about our status last night and decided we're secret girlfriends, so her boyfriend doesnt find out. normally that wouldn't be what i was looking for, but right now i need a mock relationship, so it'll work. i had some jack she had some malibu, we smoked and coloured and watched the tele, kissed and fondled a bit, then went to bed. another good night. *side note: my meds make me have no sex drive, it's starting to piss me off, i can't even masturbate!! arg
i'm still happy!
cheers
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| ha this is sooo me |
[01 Apr 2005|11:30pm] |
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Stability | |||| | 16% | | Orderliness | |||||| | 30% | | Empathy | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Mystical | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Religious | |||| | 16% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Narcissism | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Adventurousness | |||||| | 30% | | Work ethic | |||||| | 23% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Conflict seeking | |||||| | 30% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||| | 50% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Avoidant | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Wealth | |||| | 16% | | Dependency | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Change averse | |||||| | 30% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Individuality | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Physical security | |||||||||| | 36% | | Food indulgent | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Vanity | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | |
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| more about ashley |
[01 Apr 2005|10:38pm] |
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on tuesday ashley stayed over night, the diz was here too...we all had a blast.
i drank half a bottle of jack, felt good, smoked alot. we watched some movies and coloured. we all went to bed around 2:30am. diz crashed in her usual space on the blow up bed in the dining room, me and ashh took my bed...ooooo. ashley and i stayed up for a whille sitting on my bed playing with photoshop and some dead pics diz took of us. she made me stay up till 6am, but it was fun. the last thing she said to me before we fell asleep was "sam, do you know what i want to do right now? touch your boob" so i let her, then i touched hers and we went to sleep.
it was a nice time...i havent seen her in two days and i already miss her, aw mushy stuff
cheers
(p.s. i'm happy =])
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